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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

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Thursday, June 30, 2005 ( 8:00 PM )

ER JIE LAU DA!! DIDI IS BACK AGAIN!! HAPPIE TU SEE MIE?!?! MUZ TYPE IN CAPS FOR DIS ENTRY TU SIGNAL MY RE-ARRIVAL..HURHUR :) AFTER A LOOOONG 7 MONTHS FINALLY CAN USE INTERNET!! IM CONNECTED TU E OUTSIDE WORLD!! HIAK HIAK. AL OF US JIAYOU TOGETHER DIS SCH TERM!! MUSNT PON ANYTHING ANYMORE x)

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005 ( 10:20 PM )

red=anger rite?i shall use red..first 3 days of school...feeling better than i expected...though kinda tired..everything's perfect with sch and friends..except 2...pb and kw...i'm ultimately pissed...i juz dun get wat pb is trying to do..going out with me during the last week of holidays..ok..i'm fine with tt...going out with kw...i'm also fine with tt..but i jus found out she actually got a shared blog with kw..and WTH!!!tt day she juz told me blah blah blah stuffs abt her and i dun get why she lied to me saying tt she nvr went out with kw for long time...which in actual fact she did...i pissed like hell man....feel like shouting my lungs out....
ya..didi's com gonna recover...so better read up on all the past entries and do some catching up yea?and yep...do blog as well...seems like i'm e only one blogging nowadays...but thinking abt the fact tt i have lau da and didi who also shared this blog with me..i'm feeling better..thanks a zillion!!.jus dun get the fake side of pb right..dunno wat's she's thinking...and i'm gonna wash my hands off from now on...to think i still spent time writing her autograph book yesterday on the fact tt she said i was the first...kaoz...might as well let her beloved kw write first..feel like getting back the book and tearing up my entry...wth,wth,wth!!!!!
am i too sensitive or selfish?perhaps i am a little...but i dun think i'm wrong...perhaps i'm jus spoilt..but who cares anyway?now i'm so happy everyday with jasmine lin,didi,lau da,jin yu,hobbit,le si and rene...really make my day man...guides still sux..but the ppl r fun..hehe...gonna show my super duper black face during the cca photo taking tml..but maybe not..coz karen,jasmine chong and juniors are innocent parties...so jus gonna go there,take photos and head straight back to class...may god bless me not to be disgusted by anything tt'll happen tml...
yep..so everyone must study hard and stuffs...give our best shot at o's...so i must control my anger..hehe...johnathan(dhs) getting more and more lame and crazy nowadays...freezing me with every single of his sms..haha..shld freeze u all someday..hehe..u all read le also blog ok?if not i so bored..no stories to read..k la..go do my social studies liaoz..cya..*getting prepared for tml*
sayonara~!
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005 ( 11:44 AM )

u first day noe me meh?as if u dunno i'm damn systematic...like u all have always said..haha..actually not a torture la..coz i'm born like this and i'm already used to it le..hehe..xie xie kua jiang...eh..if ya free go change the blogskin to a dark colour one...coz everytime i wanna use bright colours like orange,yellow and bright green to type i dun dare sia...i scared later cannot be read...ok?but change it during ur free time..studies first!!recently kinda into english rock music...especially simple plan..their songs can totally express what me,or even you and other teens are thinking lo...love it!!kinda sick of chinese songs lately..anyway u r not the sole reader of what i'm blogging la..some of my frends have this address and password..maybe they'll read also..haha..actually it feels quite nice to keep changing the colour of the font while u're typing..haha..ya..and abt eg..i noe she always flaunt her wealth la..but i'm already used to it le..so it doesnt bothers me alot except when she like ren shen gong ji u,dunno whether is intentionally or accidentally de...u noe this mid-year rite,both our hcl got b3 mah..then tt day she said condensed milk in chinese,which is so rarely heard of...then i like probe her and asked wat's tt la..then she say my chinese lousy..i was damn furious lo..then i say our grades the same..then she speechless..muahaha!!another time was when we on taxi..then i asked her y she like to wear small and tight de pe-shirt and wear pe short so high up...then she say coz she got tummy,so must wear higher up..then i was thinking ok...then she suddenly pops "i very thin mah...." and like pinched the skin of her hands as if to show me she's thin..i kana *shocked*..i mean,she not fat...but oh god!!she's not thin k?!maybe our definitions of thin is different..its jus tt thin ppl normally dun have tummy,and wont be able to pinch the skin of their hands coz they already too thin to have excess flesh tt can be pinched up...gettit?i was like *diaoz*....coz i'm very amazed by how ppl can praise themselves..not paiseh de meh?summore if is jasmine lin praise herself saying tt she's tall,i'll agree coz it's the ultimate truth...but some things which are not...dun try to make it out as if it is..it kinda freaks me out..lastly rite,u also i cant stand her praises of hongkong..i noe she loves hongkong more than singapore alot..but come on..dun make it out to be the prefect city in the world...saying until as if hongkong is like paradise...i would love to visit hongkong too..i'm not against hongkong or wat..but it jus irritates me when she make herself out to be a hongkong'er when she's 100% singaporean..i undertand tt i cant force her to dislike hk or love sing more,but can she jus stop singing hk praises in front of me?i'm jus so sick of it...what's more,i love singapore!!!although i do have some complaints sometimes...but i truly love singapore,despite it's flaws..so..i'm jus trying to get the idea thru here..it's feel great to have said everything out,even though not to her...sometimes when i have the urge to discuss all these stuffs which caused tension to our friendship to her..i dunno where and how to start..and i ended up swallowing all those words down my throat,again and again...useless yea?guess i'm feeling much more better now..strangely,i dun understand y my english SEEMS to be better when i'm blogging instead of compo...i cant think of words and phrases which i used in blogging when i'm writing compo man..wat's wrong with me?!u must be half dead by the time u read up till this line..so i'm gonna spared u and end now..haha..going do hw le!!
byebye~!
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Monday, June 13, 2005 ( 11:43 AM )

read the newspaper lately when i m juz sianz. u noe jeremy lua? he in sum sort of charity band..haha..then there is an article bout someone posting nude pictures of herself on blogspot..the newspaper still put down its address..and after some debating they realise it's alrite..since it's from an artistic view sort of stp.. haha..haha..eh really must admire you :p no nid so systematic la haha blogging will be a torture for you since we are like blog 1nce per mth and you insist on updating from where u hv stop. quite fun for readers though [aniwae it will be just me reading nia]..hiak hiak..can't believe they got smoke..very sad ar i always thot ryan no matter do wat, he will noe wad's gud for him and wun anyohow..god bless dem..haha anyway plz blog more interesting stuffs i wan 2 noe..ee like say about eg..haha wat happened..i just bushuang she evt take taxi when i myself whu takes bus already must shi shi ke ke borrow money just to EAT..haha.. food is more impt..dat dae go baby arcade rite..kind or ironic when she say can take taxi to bugis when we are already at the bus stop..got money also not like that spent sia..see her take hp like abit funie feeling also..how's ur study..i dunno how to study, where to start study and wat to study..flip the books like got the feeling those feelings..tualie ur eng like not bad wat..looks chim, sounds chim in the blogs..haha my brother enrolling me in an eng tuition when sch reopen..he insists must go eng tuition or i'll can't make it..hmm evt take his money very paiseh siaz..gg to go for 3 mths dunno if it will help not..eh ya last wk of holi wan go buy shoes? or u can buy other stuffs..and ya u mentioned someone cried after a quarrel wif mum, kw, or eg. c kw got those weird feelings nowadays..van also..see her dun noe if shld say a hello? say le she like mian qiang hello back very awkward siaz..wapiang now alone at home, by rite should be can fully concentrate but kind of lonely. 2 little brothers go msia wif mum and dad. 2 big brother go work. haha sianz ar..how i wish we are now sec2 or 3? //////////////////////////////////////////
-yi qi study ba!!- bye

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Saturday, June 11, 2005 ( 11:25 PM )

ok..it's been a month plus since i last blogged..and really alot of things happened..haha...cant recall everything out of the blue right now but i'll jus summarize and bore u with watever i can think of which happen over the past month..

exams:this is one component tt must not be missed..wasnt really in the best form for this mid-year.was sick and flopped my chem and e-maths for sure.coz i was to sick and didnt even study..others also flopped..coz i want tt prepared for it..i must admit.tried to study.but guess this failure proved tt smth's wrong with my studying method...gotta change man..
yep..linked to exams is definitely the meet-the-principal session..dunno y i was kinda lucky or watsoever..tan joo seng came in out of nowhere and say i'm meeting him instead of mr lo.well..perhaps it's a blessing in disguise..luckily he nvr say anything bad..which kinda spared me from my dad's scolding...*phew*

4MD:things took for a better turn..after going out with those few in my class to sentosa after the last paper and going to the 4-md bbq...though they still kinda piss me off in some way(smoking and stealing sun-tan lotion),but on the whole they are a fun bunch of peeps to hang out with..the sentosa outing was kinda fun...volley,swimming,chilling,relaxing and the knock-off game on th platform floating on the sea was great...got to noe more about them and some gossips tt i nvr knew..jia qing was totally defeated by my serving..guo ming kept kana suan by me,saying him too white/red and blah blah blah...then ryan and guo ming gang up to bully me when we going to hi-5/(they purposely raise their palms till high up...argh!)..coz we 3 a team,olivia,jia qing and darren tan a team...darren kinda shocked me by the no.of cigrettes he smoked...heavy smoker man..ryan also gave me a shock..coz i tot he didnt smoke...the only guy there tt didnt smoke was guo ming..heard from adelin he quite poorthing..his dad heavy smoker,then his frends smoke also..he very pitiful coz take in alot 2nd-hand smoke..accidentally injure him when pushing him off the platform...olivia damn cham..they all dun spare her,she also dun spare them...played till around 8 then got up..the seawater damn salty..and dirty..but had a great day though..feet damn pain..coz sunburnt,but only feet kana...then bath and went to harbourfront to have dinner together..then all went our ways..me,jas and ryan took bus together...then me and ryan take until bedok...he quite gentleman,insist on seeing me board my bus then he go home..haha..
the bbq gave me another shock coz i found out ryan also quite a heavy smoker..he smoke till he gong gong...haha..then me and guo ming picked on each other as usual..he noes i'm scared of his spike then purposely keep standing directly opposite me..then jerome went..coz yau xin yi aske d him to go..and tt pisses everyone off...her bf went also..but he still ok coz he still diam diam nvr do things to piss ppl off..poor me had to poke all the chicken wings coz i'm the only one who noes how..haiz..haha..then only ate a sausage,some bee hoon(fried by anne..mama mia!) and a chicken wings..tt's all i ate..poor me..kept playing volley..then until 10+ then started to gamble a little(lau da...itchy?)...lost in the beginning but won back my capital in the end..then went off when saw pearl and wee shiun leaving..ryan and chia ying left with me...chia ying took diff direction..then ya..went home blah blah...

remedial:went for re-test and lessons on maths...sianz..and ya...having some complaints abt eg recently..but didnt spell theing out to her...trying to bear with it..haiz...2 days ago came to house crying...coz she quarrelled wif her mum...still frends...and tt day went training...kinda pissed and disappointed by pb and kw coz they 2 actually planned to go training without even asking me and jas..dun ask me jiu suan le..they didnt even ask jasmine chong..so i kinda feel bu zhi for her..summore she so blur blur..like so poorthing...haiz..pb asked me out this holidays..dunno wanna go anot..see how ba..haha...had great fun when went to training...hehe..

think i crapped damn alot le..dunno wat to say le..can only recall all these...cya next time!!bye!!
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MJ KHAKIS